December 19, 2017
Things are becoming more, suited, I guess. Not sure what the correct word for this is. Comfortable? Comforting. Things are starting to become more comforting. I'm not gonna shout it out and soak it all in just yet though. I'm keeping my expectations low, I'm keeping it gradual and slow so that I won't freak out and cause shit to go down.
First off, apparently I was wrong on who came to visit me Saturday. Turns out it really was who I thought it was, despite the car. How do I know this? Well, my friend messaged me after a while. It was just a number on my phone, an unknown number. I had a feeling it was who I thought it was, and it was (a real good friend of mine).
He's like "it's blank!" and I'm thinking "Yep, had a feeling it was you" (in a good way). He asked how I've been holding up, why I deleted my Instagram, how he planned to visit me that day but was not able to due to his ride. I'm thinking like "Wait, what? You weren't the group in the car?" I asked him the color of a mutual friend's car and apparently, our friend does not drive a blue car. I was like "Ooo." Then my friend was like "It was blank. Blank visited. I don't know who else in the group." I'm like, I'm starting to get sorta protective of my privacy, because, I do not trust people who relay messages anymore.
I want the messages to be sent directly to me, and if not, it sorta, pisses me off, heh. Ya'll know why. Anyways, I ask him if he's guessing that it's blank who visited me or, uhh, he's getting some contact from her to relay to me, or, etc. Turns out, he asked blank whether she's heard from me for a while after I deleted my Instagram. I'm like "Ohhh. Thankyou though, for caring about me, or at least wondering about me."
So there you have it. That friend group actually did come on over. Was it because my good friend asked them about me, or whether it was on their own time, I don't know. But that's, that's just going in a bit too deep. Now let's get onto what else is there. Well, I hung out with a couple good friends today, specifically (I'm using names now because I will not be able to remember who the fuck I'm talking about here) Ag and DrewN. I picked up DrewN at this one house, not his, and somebody else comes out along with him. My mind is taking its time to register who that other person is with DrewN and I couldn't believe it when it finally clicked in my head. I'm like "YOOOO IT'S ANTH." I have not seen him, heh, in, about maybe, since probably junior year. Or at least, recall seeing him. But man, heh, that was a good refresher.
I did my Christmas shopping for my cousins today, going from mall to mall. Dropped them off, got home at about 8:00 PM. This morning I finished my English final, turned it in the morning of as it was due this morning. Still gotta do two more essays though, of which will be tomorrow.
And to top it all off, I'm scheduled for some DATES on this Friday and after Christmas. Hot damn. Okay that's not topping it all of but, my best friend (who I really still do call my best friend as we've been in contact 'till this day, even though we sorta got distanced apart) is back playing some League of Legends again, heh, and so, I'm on it as well. Anyways, gonna play some League and then snooze. See ya.
Oh and I hung out with my boy Hv from English class today. Was a good time with him after class.
First off, apparently I was wrong on who came to visit me Saturday. Turns out it really was who I thought it was, despite the car. How do I know this? Well, my friend messaged me after a while. It was just a number on my phone, an unknown number. I had a feeling it was who I thought it was, and it was (a real good friend of mine).
He's like "it's blank!" and I'm thinking "Yep, had a feeling it was you" (in a good way). He asked how I've been holding up, why I deleted my Instagram, how he planned to visit me that day but was not able to due to his ride. I'm thinking like "Wait, what? You weren't the group in the car?" I asked him the color of a mutual friend's car and apparently, our friend does not drive a blue car. I was like "Ooo." Then my friend was like "It was blank. Blank visited. I don't know who else in the group." I'm like, I'm starting to get sorta protective of my privacy, because, I do not trust people who relay messages anymore.
I want the messages to be sent directly to me, and if not, it sorta, pisses me off, heh. Ya'll know why. Anyways, I ask him if he's guessing that it's blank who visited me or, uhh, he's getting some contact from her to relay to me, or, etc. Turns out, he asked blank whether she's heard from me for a while after I deleted my Instagram. I'm like "Ohhh. Thankyou though, for caring about me, or at least wondering about me."
So there you have it. That friend group actually did come on over. Was it because my good friend asked them about me, or whether it was on their own time, I don't know. But that's, that's just going in a bit too deep. Now let's get onto what else is there. Well, I hung out with a couple good friends today, specifically (I'm using names now because I will not be able to remember who the fuck I'm talking about here) Ag and DrewN. I picked up DrewN at this one house, not his, and somebody else comes out along with him. My mind is taking its time to register who that other person is with DrewN and I couldn't believe it when it finally clicked in my head. I'm like "YOOOO IT'S ANTH." I have not seen him, heh, in, about maybe, since probably junior year. Or at least, recall seeing him. But man, heh, that was a good refresher.
I did my Christmas shopping for my cousins today, going from mall to mall. Dropped them off, got home at about 8:00 PM. This morning I finished my English final, turned it in the morning of as it was due this morning. Still gotta do two more essays though, of which will be tomorrow.
And to top it all off, I'm scheduled for some DATES on this Friday and after Christmas. Hot damn. Okay that's not topping it all of but, my best friend (who I really still do call my best friend as we've been in contact 'till this day, even though we sorta got distanced apart) is back playing some League of Legends again, heh, and so, I'm on it as well. Anyways, gonna play some League and then snooze. See ya.
Oh and I hung out with my boy Hv from English class today. Was a good time with him after class.
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